"Q&A"
soooo. my favorite group of humans on campus [LEAD] gathered at the Dean's house for a "thanksgiving dinner"... it was wonderful.
we had to take a "pre-test" to prep for Australia. we all collaborated.
love them.
unrelated/uncharacteristic rant:
I am not one to preach/vent via the web, but I think I need to put these thoughts down somewhere that I can refer back to them the next time that I head down this awful path. I have lost my mind. Lacking inspiration, fallen into a trap of monotony, uncharacteristically negative, and completely unmotivated to remove myself from the abyss that is conformity. My day to day has become so routine, partially because I have become a victim to my own vices (over scheduling/not saying no/over commitment) and partially because it has been so easy to be "normal." Now 70% of this is a metaphor to my current mentality, not actions...I digress, it has become cognitive and I am on a stead-fast mission to fix it.
As on of my dear friends put it "I have let life get in the way of me living..." Well due to recent events, revelations, and reasons to be thankful for every day I am on this earth...I will do so no more. So this is my way of telling myself to snap out of it, and return to the "do better at being better" way of life. So in true donnya-ma fashion, I will make a to-do list.
1. take more pictures, it makes you happy. you have lost your "happy," it is not wasting your time...being productive and grumpy means nothing.
2. go thrift. regain some humility.
3. Say "i love you" to someone you love. everyday.
4. you have been such a crappy friend, in general really. It is a two way street, corny as it sounds, what you give is what your going to get.
5. Stop thinking 3/5/10 years into the future. day by day woman, planning your life out is beneficial to an extent, but you have become obsessed with "(insert quantifiable year amount) plans". its sick, and annoying.
6. there is no rationale in that situation, stop searching for it.
7. no rationale in that situation either.
8. progression my dear. move forward.
9. stop being confined to other peoples perceptions or interpretations of a "successful career"
10. you have been all talk lately. encouraging others to take the road less traveled, and claiming that you are doing the same...but your not. amend the dissonance.
11. being different for the sake of being different...is just being difficult.
I this helps you too, that's fantastic. But really- i just needed to communicate to myself (in a really creepy 3rd person perspective 11 point list) things that I need to get together.
keep if funky this week loves.
b.
[waving flan; k'naan]
I am not one to preach/vent via the web, but I think I need to put these thoughts down somewhere that I can refer back to them the next time that I head down this awful path. I have lost my mind. Lacking inspiration, fallen into a trap of monotony, uncharacteristically negative, and completely unmotivated to remove myself from the abyss that is conformity. My day to day has become so routine, partially because I have become a victim to my own vices (over scheduling/not saying no/over commitment) and partially because it has been so easy to be "normal." Now 70% of this is a metaphor to my current mentality, not actions...I digress, it has become cognitive and I am on a stead-fast mission to fix it.
As on of my dear friends put it "I have let life get in the way of me living..." Well due to recent events, revelations, and reasons to be thankful for every day I am on this earth...I will do so no more. So this is my way of telling myself to snap out of it, and return to the "do better at being better" way of life. So in true donnya-ma fashion, I will make a to-do list.
1. take more pictures, it makes you happy. you have lost your "happy," it is not wasting your time...being productive and grumpy means nothing.
2. go thrift. regain some humility.
3. Say "i love you" to someone you love. everyday.
4. you have been such a crappy friend, in general really. It is a two way street, corny as it sounds, what you give is what your going to get.
5. Stop thinking 3/5/10 years into the future. day by day woman, planning your life out is beneficial to an extent, but you have become obsessed with "(insert quantifiable year amount) plans". its sick, and annoying.
6. there is no rationale in that situation, stop searching for it.
7. no rationale in that situation either.
8. progression my dear. move forward.
9. stop being confined to other peoples perceptions or interpretations of a "successful career"
10. you have been all talk lately. encouraging others to take the road less traveled, and claiming that you are doing the same...but your not. amend the dissonance.
11. being different for the sake of being different...is just being difficult.
I this helps you too, that's fantastic. But really- i just needed to communicate to myself (in a really creepy 3rd person perspective 11 point list) things that I need to get together.
keep if funky this week loves.
b.
[waving flan; k'naan]
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